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Someone else is is putting you to sleep, while I’m laying here wishing it was me. Looking at old photos with a lump in my throat, looking for a little sign of hope. Watching a video of when we first met, in this cold and empty bed. I’m crashing and falling within my own mind, I won’t tell you any of this because you have your own life. So I’ll beat myself up for a love that will never return, and burn burn burn hoping that fate will turn…
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My mind just tears me up inside…
I guess that’s why I can’t sleep at night…
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attempt to do college work. get frustrated, anxiety, and depression all at once. and you haven’t even attempted to start on it yet.
Lets scream, shout, try to figure what this whole things about. I’m tired of trying, tired of dying, tired of wasting away on these words that keep drowning. Get and education so you can succeed, while your passion, desire, they aim to bleed. It’s the right move, it’s your best choice, all they require is your soul and your voice. They’ll give you a paper, that shows you your smart, but silently they’ve taken your heart. Left with your paper and time waisted away, lets count the days they’ve taken away from your passion, desire, your soul and your heart, when that’s what you should have followed from the start.
- how I feel about my college experience so far. -Berto Relayo
If I don’t go to sleep soon my loneliness will make me do something very stupid….. Someone help me :(
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i don’t have what it takes to be in collage. im too stupid and poor for this shit. and even if i did get my degree, what the fuck would i do with it. im a fucking failure as a student, in life, and as a human being. FUCK!
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But I’m getting the feeling like I have to hide something. Or I don’t deserve to be happy. Or I need to push myself to do something. I’m just confused. I had an amazing Christmas but why am I feeling like this. It’s a never ending battle in my head.
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